Today, the dull crushing left chest pain is again bothering me for 2 hours, non stop. I decided to pay a visit to the CCU. Friday i have a drawing class and i departed from home 30mins earlier.
Laying down on the bed after explaining to Intan, the staff nurse in CCU, she straight away prepares everything needed for the assessment.
"U have to take off your bras..."
Thought of wearing a bikini's type bra will save me from being taken off the bras, i'm wrong. :(
A lot of clips and some suction like things put on my chest and legs, 12 leads. Feel funny.
This is my very first ECG, showed sinus rythm normal ECG. With a extremely nice FUll blood test i got last few weeks plus this normal ECG, i can conclude that i'm almost too healthy physically. (I'm a bit sick, mentally.)
Did any professional spot some abnormalities?
I think my heart pain is merely because of STRESS these days.
- Being a newly posted Fully Registered Pharmacist in the same hospital where i did my training, is stressful.
- Having pegawai who calls me whenever my boyfriend (Piow) disappeared from workplace, urggh...apparently, I hate this.
- Having pegawai that looks at me in the way as i killed her parents and owe her 1million.
- Not having good conflict management. Wanted to voice up my disagreement and feeling but ended up faking it up by smile and "hmm..oklah" Failed to be honest to myself.
- Angry when seeing people kissing other ass in front but stabbing at the back...still get doted upon. (NONE OF MY BUSINESS...OMG...)
- Having travel planS which worked all by my own, stressful and tired. No response when i asked opinion (but with "dic dic tac tac" keyboard sound), i ended up with foul languages. U asked me why?
How i miss travel plans arranged and prepared by kuang kian...and im just easily follow his plan without worries.
- Having tans of clothes to be ironed.
All these contribute to my chest pain.
I'm really a complain monster. A freak of complaining. NO way, life is still going on with the mouth keep on "blah~~blah~~blah".
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