My First Day as Pegawai

18 August 2008, finally i have made it through my PRP life, which is a blend of sweet, sour, bitter and sometimes hot (anger~~) Like what i have mentioned in my previous blog, i hope i will not get bullied anymore. C'mon, i'm also a pegawai now, not "provisional" anymore.

Today is not a perfect one.
I failed to get a place in clinical but in fact i get outpatient. (Okla, i can accept...) The worst part is my KPF is not listening to our preference... he is really a pain, he should learn communicating skill.

Secondly, i can't really stand my friends who start to satire me with "neh, ask pegawai la..." Maybe i'm not used to new position and i'm too care about how ppl look at me...:( I try i try to adjust...
I promise myself to strengthen my clinical knowledge and pharmacokinetics during my service in OutPAtient which has less burden...slowly build up my ability to assist in ward, pursue my dream!

By the time when ward pharmacy need pharmacist, i can confidently volunteer! :)
U might think i'm overconfident/ big headed...but i really have the heart and ability to do it well.

MY Quote for Today:
"Definite CHief Aim is having a clear specific image of what you want to achieve where you have a clear goal and a precise plan to achieve it !! --napoleonhill's success Vitamin.

Working emotion

Today is my last day in HTAA as a PRP (Provisional Registered Pharmacist). I'm going to become a "real" pharmacist, so called, FRP (Full registered Pharmacist) on Monday 18/8/08.

The best things of being FRP:
1. No need to write explanation letter for petty mistake
2. No need to report even if u wanna go toilet (i always report, once i fail as i didn't meet her, she will "interrogate" like an inspective, gosh...)
3. No need to purposely submissive nor subservient to the arrogant superior
4. No need to listen to sarcastic critisms which do harm more than good, just to put u down
5. No need to see her racist face and attitude
6. No longer get bullied because i can't kiss her ass well. (no way fawning on her...)

I feel pretty down when my works are not appreciated.
I learned to become humble and respectful to everyone, as i know it's bad to be treated the otherwise.
I do know that, i have tried my best, and i'm thankful to have a lot of supportive superior who are willing to share knowledge and teach whenever possible. :) Lucky!~

However, mom said "1 kind of rice feed different kind of people", it's right.

The best Quote of Mine:
"Our greatest glory is not in never failing but in rising everytime we fall !"
Keep fighting, kit yeng~~