Tuesday, March 10, 2009

No water supply ~

A sudden water supply shut down was started last night. I hardly had a good shower.
This morning i manage to brush my teeth, wash my face n clean my toilet after urinate. :(Even stomach ache oso have to go hospital and had it done before working...)
Disaster...whole kuantan is involved in this radiculuos disaster !!!
tomorrow will be the 2nd day...duno how can i survive. Help me~

Sunday, March 8, 2009

New journey soon to start

It has been months i live without a proper or clear vision. Living in pathetic i will say. After Piow moves back to Hospital Pekan's quarter staying with his friends, i would really plan my life again. I have lost a lot meaningful moment and precious time begging a man to look at me and pamper me, instead of playing his online game. (Dear friends, im not a nagging nanny alwiz keen on complaining, but u duno my piow....)
So silly, i should have spent time fruitfully. SO many plans flying in my head now. Im sad yet excited. Sad for i will be lonely again(not really la); Excited for i could study more, play more and enjoy more. Here are my plans:
1. To read a topic of my interest (pharmacy) everyday which is always my passion.
2. To learn my Japanese language all over again
3. To have more outing, meet more friends :) Wen, dun blame me for isolating la...im jz lazy :P
4. To meditate more (With Dota sound here, i can't meditate...)
5. To exercise more..i gain bumper around my waist :P

So pathetic i feel for myself all these while as i will alwiz think...
1. where to go TOGETHER later ah?
2. what to eat TOGETHER later ah?
3. How to make him spend time with me ah?
when ppl has never ever shifted his eyes away from computer.

I should have thought...
1. How to make MYSELF happier ar?
2. When to meet MY friends ar?

Today 38, World Women Day.
I feel strongly for a LIFE RESTRUCTURE + FINANCIAL RECONSTRUCT.
Don;t worry, he won't die of bored without u.

Friday, March 6, 2009

便秘的河马

我便秘了一星期。间中有上大号一次,还有数次羊屎。恶心?真的,我整肚子都是粪,更恶心。
心情很糟,肚子很涨,胃口很差,肚皮很鼓,腰围变粗……
吃bisacodyl 似乎已没舍作用。
我热爱泄肚子。来呀感觉,我要的只是搅肚子的快感!!