Myself

Wen uploaded different kinda big eyes doll to introduce herself.
I'm a small eye girl with short hair and weird taste. I love monster and extraordinary dolls.
I'm optimistic yet pessimistic. I enjoy shopping but i'm a bit stingy to my own self.
I love food. especially hot and spicy, Tomyam.
I love ice cream and chocolate.
I think I'm gifted. but i'm sometimes feeling inferior, i hate myself for being short and fat.
I'm ambitious and responsible.
I have not much friends, especially those close and intimate. I can count it with my fingers...
I have a boyfriend who love DOTA more.
I'm sleepy...

Cinnamon Roll in Process

Derek Chong and Bangau Chong are on their position of flour mixing. Today's project--Cinnamon roll. Gagak Toh, myself responsibles to take good shot for these 2 big chef.

The ingredients are really not a big deal as we will modify a bit.

Getting serious...we have Derek Chong, 2nd chef on board. Stir and Stir.

I'm so excited to see...Actually i did help in mixing flour and stirring. Then put in frigde then under sun to let the dough expand. I need to neglect my photography job la, for sure! ^^

Bangau Wen insisted to put more cinnamon powder. As written in the recipe, only 3 spoonfuls of cinnamon powder plus some fine sugar is to be spread evenly on the dough. We pour half bottle, which equivalent to 10 spoonfuls, for tastier bite. ahahha~

Although it might not be as professional look as what we see in bakery. These are quite heart consolating, not bad la, with some mix fruits as topping.

Ya right...I have to help cleaning up this messy workplace.

P/S: unfortunately photo of sushi making and orange cheesecake making was done before i own a camera. Bangau, i repeat, when is our next task?

I love Funny Ad

It must be so soft...


This is aweful...funny!

Art Work

漩涡式的图案像极了我的心情。
平静的蓝色泛起的浪，旋旋转转……
刹那间
冲击成怒气冲冲的红色！
红浪花啊，
它四处蔓延，贪婪地荼毒那软弱
却蠢蠢欲动的心。

DOTA, the mood spoiler

My best friend, wen, the bangau, shares me a website where i can listen to all types of different music...to suit or to create a special mood.
I love that. Thanx wen.
But my room is always in a war mode, "tic tic tac tac" mouse clicking sound + keyboard sound.
I try to play Jazz music as you recommended but sorry i don't have a hazelnut 3 in 1 coffee. I prefer tea, green tea in fact. I dim the light, oh my God, it's great...until the stupid piow starts his war game--DOTA.
I'm gonna announced here, I will not allow DOTA in my new room. Take my laptop out to the living room for the unpeaceful war, stay away my lovely bedroom.I don't want any b0mb and explosion.
What a disruption of peace and love, harmony and calm!
I love peace. I love Wen, my soulmate. All the best to my pretty woman.

My first ECG

Having dull chest pain on and off these two months has prompted me to have a ECG done at CCU hospital where i know the staff.
Today, the dull crushing left chest pain is again bothering me for 2 hours, non stop. I decided to pay a visit to the CCU. Friday i have a drawing class and i departed from home 30mins earlier.
Laying down on the bed after explaining to Intan, the staff nurse in CCU, she straight away prepares everything needed for the assessment.
"U have to take off your bras..."
Thought of wearing a bikini's type bra will save me from being taken off the bras, i'm wrong. :(
A lot of clips and some suction like things put on my chest and legs, 12 leads. Feel funny.
This is my very first ECG, showed sinus rythm normal ECG. With a extremely nice FUll blood test i got last few weeks plus this normal ECG, i can conclude that i'm almost too healthy physically. (I'm a bit sick, mentally.)

Did any professional spot some abnormalities?

I think my heart pain is merely because of STRESS these days.

• Being a newly posted Fully Registered Pharmacist in the same hospital where i did my training, is stressful.

• Having pegawai who calls me whenever my boyfriend (Piow) disappeared from workplace, urggh...apparently, I hate this.

• Having pegawai that looks at me in the way as i killed her parents and owe her 1million.

• Not having good conflict management. Wanted to voice up my disagreement and feeling but ended up faking it up by smile and "hmm..oklah" Failed to be honest to myself.

• Angry when seeing people kissing other ass in front but stabbing at the back...still get doted upon. (NONE OF MY BUSINESS...OMG...)
  

• Having travel planS which worked all by my own, stressful and tired. No response when i asked opinion (but with "dic dic tac tac" keyboard sound), i ended up with foul languages. U asked me why?
  How i miss travel plans arranged and prepared by kuang kian...and im just easily follow his plan without worries.
  

• Having tans of clothes to be ironed.

All these contribute to my chest pain.
I'm really a complain monster. A freak of complaining. NO way, life is still going on with the mouth keep on "blah~~blah~~blah".

My First Day as Pegawai

18 August 2008, finally i have made it through my PRP life, which is a blend of sweet, sour, bitter and sometimes hot (anger~~) Like what i have mentioned in my previous blog, i hope i will not get bullied anymore. C'mon, i'm also a pegawai now, not "provisional" anymore.

Today is not a perfect one.
I failed to get a place in clinical but in fact i get outpatient. (Okla, i can accept...) The worst part is my KPF is not listening to our preference... he is really a pain, he should learn communicating skill.

Secondly, i can't really stand my friends who start to satire me with "neh, ask pegawai la..." Maybe i'm not used to new position and i'm too care about how ppl look at me...:( I try i try to adjust...
I promise myself to strengthen my clinical knowledge and pharmacokinetics during my service in OutPAtient which has less burden...slowly build up my ability to assist in ward, pursue my dream!

By the time when ward pharmacy need pharmacist, i can confidently volunteer! :)
U might think i'm overconfident/ big headed...but i really have the heart and ability to do it well.

MY Quote for Today:
"Definite CHief Aim is having a clear specific image of what you want to achieve where you have a clear goal and a precise plan to achieve it !! --napoleonhill's success Vitamin.

陈年旅事， 普吉岛篇

2006年2月15日左右，我们一同去了普吉岛。大学放假啦~

美丽的海滩，不赖的摄影技巧，哗咔咔~

有人不见了，陈抡标躲在房里，他说，好累啊，又晒伤了……

有时疯狂的游客，的确为普吉岛带来欢乐。

我们的旅馆，服务周到，态度殷勤，友善大方。一晚才不过一人十元马币。

我们的代步工具，电车。后座乘客不必戴铁帽。连添油也别树一帜。逍遥哦~

笨猪跳，一名日本仔一边跳一边乱叫，我想我毕生不可能克服的心理障碍。

是水上活动的时候了。Water skiing,是溜水吗？我怕水，所以我今天负责拍照。

另一角有风光明媚的画面，一群色狼躲在树后流口水。

Beautiful stunt, 高级危险水上花式。一定不是团友做得啦！

这个太好吃了，香肠，有普通、辛辣、大蒜口味等。还有香脆的昆虫，是首选哦！

回咯，离开我们的旅馆，乘坐国产Tut Tut。

巴士上，晒伤的潮明好累。顽皮的阿标好残忍。咯咯，我在一旁笑个不停。It's so CRUEL~

陈年旅事， 曼谷篇

25August 2006 -31 August 2006

We went Bangkok from Butterworth Penang, by train which took more than 10 hours ride. Fun and exciting train journey, air-contitioned and clean. It costs about RM110/way.
Typicall FLOAT MARKET with commerciallized sampan ride, RM20/ride, which take 30mins.


Grand Palace...See, i'm trying to be closer to stupid piow. Yes, i'm his secret admirer that time. :P Now the yellow T-shirt become my badminton jersey. wahahah.
One corner in Grand Palace with chiew ying and Pek Lian. The buildings are grand by its gold painting.
It's a nice shot! Again i'm trying to touch u, Tan Loon Piow, stupidest dumb dumb man.

My sister, Chun wei is too tall for me.


Bangkok is a nice place, but i prefer Phuket. Yeah~

我的惊喜

今天上完素描班，标就来载我回家，出奇得准时，好乖……因为平时在网咖流连忘返，迟迟不来接我下课 ，心里有点欣慰。
“标啊，其实我很想和你去喝喝茶谈谈天…… ”
“标啊，其实你真的很好，只是有点迟钝，人家已经暗示明示你很多次我喜欢那个钱包，为什么你宁愿去打机，也不去买礼物给我？明天我自己买啦~ ”
“呜～不要这样讲我啦～ ”标走下楼。
良久，他指示要我走近电脑荧幕，一份包得有点丑陋的礼物摆在眼前……好兴奋啊~~~~

“This is for u~~ ” 他说。哇赛！我第二份惊喜礼物，我用了好几个月唠叨有功~~
“给你开工用的，升职咧！以前给你开工‘利是’，现在给你升职 钱包~ ”
我每个星期都留恋百盛百货公司都是为了这系列的钱包，纵使我喜欢那小的，但标说太小不实际，只好买这个较大的，我也超喜欢的~谢谢！ 母阿斯~~