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A sudden water supply shut down was started last night. I hardly had a good shower.
This morning i manage to brush my teeth, wash my face n clean my toilet after urinate. :(Even stomach ache oso have to go hospital and had it done before working...)
Disaster...whole kuantan is involved in this radiculuos disaster !!!
tomorrow will be the 2nd day...duno how can i survive. Help me~
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Sunday, March 8, 2009
New journey soon to start
It has been months i live without a proper or clear vision. Living in pathetic i will say. After Piow moves back to Hospital Pekan's quarter staying with his friends, i would really plan my life again. I have lost a lot meaningful moment and precious time begging a man to look at me and pamper me, instead of playing his online game. (Dear friends, im not a nagging nanny alwiz keen on complaining, but u duno my piow....)
So silly, i should have spent time fruitfully. SO many plans flying in my head now. Im sad yet excited. Sad for i will be lonely again(not really la); Excited for i could study more, play more and enjoy more. Here are my plans:
1. To read a topic of my interest (pharmacy) everyday which is always my passion.
2. To learn my Japanese language all over again
3. To have more outing, meet more friends :) Wen, dun blame me for isolating la...im jz lazy :P
4. To meditate more (With Dota sound here, i can't meditate...)
5. To exercise more..i gain bumper around my waist :P
So pathetic i feel for myself all these while as i will alwiz think...
1. where to go TOGETHER later ah?
2. what to eat TOGETHER later ah?
3. How to make him spend time with me ah?
when ppl has never ever shifted his eyes away from computer.
I should have thought...
1. How to make MYSELF happier ar?
2. When to meet MY friends ar?
Today 38, World Women Day.
I feel strongly for a LIFE RESTRUCTURE + FINANCIAL RECONSTRUCT.
Don;t worry, he won't die of bored without u.
So silly, i should have spent time fruitfully. SO many plans flying in my head now. Im sad yet excited. Sad for i will be lonely again(not really la); Excited for i could study more, play more and enjoy more. Here are my plans:
1. To read a topic of my interest (pharmacy) everyday which is always my passion.
2. To learn my Japanese language all over again
3. To have more outing, meet more friends :) Wen, dun blame me for isolating la...im jz lazy :P
4. To meditate more (With Dota sound here, i can't meditate...)
5. To exercise more..i gain bumper around my waist :P
So pathetic i feel for myself all these while as i will alwiz think...
1. where to go TOGETHER later ah?
2. what to eat TOGETHER later ah?
3. How to make him spend time with me ah?
when ppl has never ever shifted his eyes away from computer.
I should have thought...
1. How to make MYSELF happier ar?
2. When to meet MY friends ar?
Today 38, World Women Day.
I feel strongly for a LIFE RESTRUCTURE + FINANCIAL RECONSTRUCT.
Don;t worry, he won't die of bored without u.
Friday, March 6, 2009
便秘的河马
我便秘了一星期。间中有上大号一次，还有数次羊屎。恶心？真的，我整肚子都是粪，更恶心。
心情很糟，肚子很涨，胃口很差，肚皮很鼓，腰围变粗……
吃bisacodyl 似乎已没舍作用。
我热爱泄肚子。来呀感觉，我要的只是搅肚子的快感！！
心情很糟，肚子很涨，胃口很差，肚皮很鼓，腰围变粗……
吃bisacodyl 似乎已没舍作用。
我热爱泄肚子。来呀感觉，我要的只是搅肚子的快感！！
Saturday, February 21, 2009
The 25 notes about me in Facebook
I find it interesting while writing the 25 notes about me. I face difficulties starting up but eventually find difficulties stopping. hahaha...Tag my frens and get some feedback. I learn something from those who write the notes too.
I find up what is about me, clearer but this is the time when i sit down i think what is exactly ME.
I have to summarize in 5.
1. Im obsessed by my inability in swimming, singing and dancing as well as...uncontrolled weight gaining.
2. Im confident about my ability in TALKING and Public relation.
3. I hope to have a lot of money, to have my dream house.
4. I have no idea about my future, to stay in government or to go to commercial line?
5. I complain alot by mouth, but i contented by heart. Im quite happy for my life. :)
I find up what is about me, clearer but this is the time when i sit down i think what is exactly ME.
I have to summarize in 5.
1. Im obsessed by my inability in swimming, singing and dancing as well as...uncontrolled weight gaining.
2. Im confident about my ability in TALKING and Public relation.
3. I hope to have a lot of money, to have my dream house.
4. I have no idea about my future, to stay in government or to go to commercial line?
5. I complain alot by mouth, but i contented by heart. Im quite happy for my life. :)
Friday, February 13, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
My dining area
This is how my dry kitchen(dining area) will be...I'm wondering about the choice of fan and the featured wall. I plan to put it a green wall with picture and lighting.
however no sink for me to wash my mouth when my conservative and stubborn dad has decided to cut off the water supply there and now he regrets.hahaha... i can predict too.
Same thing applies to the car porch, he expands the car porch putting more tiles and reduces the "GREEN" area , now he regrets. Thanks to the stubborn too.
I said " NO need plant TREE la, u buy bonsai la"
Working on new house
Currently i'm busy helping my parents for the renovation of "our" new house.hehe...paiseh, i didnt contribute a cent but i did buy a built in Microwave costs RM900+.
I have met the designer, paint company, and i shop a lot for furniture, lighting and electric devices. So far, i did a lot of window shopping, comparing price and choosing my preference. It will definitely costs a lot, so "heart ache" for my parents' wallet!!
My room, after discussion with my designer that i need to cut down budget.I come out with a quite reasonable draft.
I have met the designer, paint company, and i shop a lot for furniture, lighting and electric devices. So far, i did a lot of window shopping, comparing price and choosing my preference. It will definitely costs a lot, so "heart ache" for my parents' wallet!!
My room, after discussion with my designer that i need to cut down budget.I come out with a quite reasonable draft.
新年展望
人人都有新年展望，我也来趁热闹，不会太迟啦！！！
1。好好规划人生，尤其是经济上。
2。多读多写多充实自己。
3。好好经营家庭的融洽关系，多一点家庭聚餐旅游
4。学会放下，心胸旷阔，为自己而活。
5。照顾家人和自己的健康。
人人也有新年wishlist,今年2009想……
1。想去外国旅游
2。想买mini hifi
3。想布置舒适家居
4。想瘦身3公斤（可以长高3寸吗？）
原来我不贪心，敲破头脑也不知自己要什么……呵， 我是知足的！
1。好好规划人生，尤其是经济上。
2。多读多写多充实自己。
3。好好经营家庭的融洽关系，多一点家庭聚餐旅游
4。学会放下，心胸旷阔，为自己而活。
5。照顾家人和自己的健康。
人人也有新年wishlist,今年2009想……
1。想去外国旅游
2。想买mini hifi
3。想布置舒适家居
4。想瘦身3公斤（可以长高3寸吗？）
原来我不贪心，敲破头脑也不知自己要什么……呵， 我是知足的！
回复率只有五成
最近发信息总收不了回复。回复率只有五成，可悲可悲呵！~
牛年人缘差？
发了几封信息给自认很要好的朋友，没有回复。我希望是他们电话没电，忘记回复，出远门没带电话……不是因为我只是用来填补空缺的朋友。
我自认是个有福同享有难同当的人，虽然我不会时常出来喝茶喝酒，但如果朋友有难我义不容辞。
或许我太闷了吧！共度庆典的酒肉朋友没我份；我只是：“大家好，今晚又是我桔莹和你分担烦恼的时候了，欢迎您的来电…… ”
牛年人缘差？
发了几封信息给自认很要好的朋友，没有回复。我希望是他们电话没电，忘记回复，出远门没带电话……不是因为我只是用来填补空缺的朋友。
我自认是个有福同享有难同当的人，虽然我不会时常出来喝茶喝酒，但如果朋友有难我义不容辞。
或许我太闷了吧！共度庆典的酒肉朋友没我份；我只是：“大家好，今晚又是我桔莹和你分担烦恼的时候了，欢迎您的来电…… ”
新年小聚会
昨天和中学同学聚会，在关丹EAST COAST MALL， BLACK CANYON RESTAURANT.
谈得很愉快，大家依然那么投契。Jenny, Sulin (Quek) 和巧意是我中学的“快乐党员 ”（HAPPYMATES)
很羡慕大家都飞来飞去旅游，似乎有用不完的钱。Quek 常年在墨尔本；巧意在韩国完成硕士，去了4个月欧洲自由行，明天和QUEK 去2个星期日本自由行；JENNY 在首都工作，但常年旅游，瑞士澳洲柬埔寨泰国……
很享受听他们的经验，在facebook看他们的照片。人生不过如此，多游历多见闻啊！好开心，我的梦想也是环游世界，嘻！
很羡慕，是我太吝啬，太穷，还是太看不开？总觉得工作拿不了那么多假期，上司不喜欢，钱不够多，时间不够~
有时候，我觉得大家好像距离远了，因为你说的我真的不懂……觉得自己很低下层。
有时候，我总觉我不是有钱人，我只是穷人。自卑咯~
然，羡慕的另一面，我依然珍惜着这群真心的好朋友，不虚假，不牟利，不自私。希望下次再聚！！谢谢你们~
谈得很愉快，大家依然那么投契。Jenny, Sulin (Quek) 和巧意是我中学的“快乐党员 ”（HAPPYMATES)
很羡慕大家都飞来飞去旅游，似乎有用不完的钱。Quek 常年在墨尔本；巧意在韩国完成硕士，去了4个月欧洲自由行，明天和QUEK 去2个星期日本自由行；JENNY 在首都工作，但常年旅游，瑞士澳洲柬埔寨泰国……
很享受听他们的经验，在facebook看他们的照片。人生不过如此，多游历多见闻啊！好开心，我的梦想也是环游世界，嘻！
很羡慕，是我太吝啬，太穷，还是太看不开？总觉得工作拿不了那么多假期，上司不喜欢，钱不够多，时间不够~
有时候，我觉得大家好像距离远了，因为你说的我真的不懂……觉得自己很低下层。
有时候，我总觉我不是有钱人，我只是穷人。自卑咯~
然，羡慕的另一面，我依然珍惜着这群真心的好朋友，不虚假，不牟利，不自私。希望下次再聚！！谢谢你们~
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